So tired after training just now, even my voice trembled when I speak. Couldn't order my drink properly. Training wasn't exactly good. But it was a good work-out.

I still have not sold any tix..

Dinner today was happening. So much foooooooodddd... thanx daddy!! Know... I kinda miss my favourite cake...

Hahaa... JQ so funny sia... he bought me a frying slice! So I can fry eggs better...say my wooden one cannot make it. Haha.. so thoughtful eh...but these days prices of eggs on the rise ah... no eggs to fry with..

Tata peeps. Take care...

Home at last... actually reached home an hour ago. Super full..can't move...

Feels good to be home!!!!!!!!!!

Just now went for WSC meeting... chose e commitee for e different events... den had BBQ at kallang. Den I stayed till e end loh, coz e place walking distance frm home... den packed ALOT of FOOD home. Den while walking home I continued stuffing myself w/ food... so by e time I reached home (like now) I'm so stuffed I can't move...

K other stuff... dunno what happened to my flooble. I re-registered le so it's empty!! talk talk in it k? And anyone wanna attend my capoeira grading... otherwise known as Batizado, please approach me(if u know me) or leave me a taggy! I know $25 is ALOT of money... but spread the word k... If u all buy in bulk I charge cheaper or something... (then I'll have to find a job soon to pay back the extras...)

kk... datz all for now... take care everybardy...!!

P.S. muackz to my sis for the ty bear wif kisses all over. love u babe!

Listening to 12 Girls Band (nu zi shi er yue fang). So nice..!!! Been wanting that cd for ages...!! And zy bought it for me for my bday. =) I shall not deny the fact that I'm beaming. =) =) =) *so happy!!!*

Went for 19 min jog this morning with Yvonne. 199 route w/ NIE. Breakfast was filling in the TV lounge. Then went back to my room, complete my physics tutorial (1 down, many more to go), den went for lecture. Slept 1/2way through 1, stayed awake throughout e other. I actually paid attention loh. Den went to buy physics textbook. (haai so expensive...) Had dinner with L. Den went back hall. Write letter... stone... den zy called me for later le.

Den go jp meet zy. Went to buy my bday present! Yup the 12 Girls Band CD! So ex loh. But he still bought it. Then we saw in another shop the same cd was sold for half the price loh. I was feeling quite bad abt making him spend unnecessary money lah, but he said that if I really like it, shouldn't pay less for cheap quality. Awww... thanx ah... Then he follow me go walk walk loh.. go Toys R Us, go Popular.. wherever I wanna go, he lugged his heavy bags behind me. He even went with me when I did my grocery shopping. He so poor thing sia. So after we got nth left to do but alot of time to spare, we went food court upstairs, eat dessert (my treat loh), den I was going on n on n on abt uni life... and he just listened....

U know... it wasn't much of a birthday celebration. But it was exactly what I like. No big hoo haa... no element of surprise... no expectations... just a simple night out... and having both of us feeling really happy at the end of the day. =) thanx for the company... =)

And thanx a million zillion for the CD!!! Hehee...

Haven't been up this late in a very very long time.

Today... went jogging in the morning (as mentioned in my previous post). Then... did the laundry, had breakfast, went for lecture (L kept thinking I will skip lecture =/), then fell asleep outside the LT for 1/2 hour. Then went for lab. Quite alrite. Sketch a dumb radio. Haha.

Then... buy Mac. Go for Sign Language course. Today... quite fun arh... our instructor finger-spelled to us at different speeds to find out our receptive skills. Then... took bus back to Boon Lay. Reach hall, cooked supper/dinner, den now still awake...

Time to do some work... I hope...

3.5k in 25mins. Only a 1 min improvement. Sad sia. When will my jogging speed increase to my old running speed again...

It's late. Or rather.. really early. I've juz finished unpacking, juz finished clearing up my cupboard, juz finished printing my notes. Time to get started on work.

Capoeira class 2day(yesterday) was quite terrible. I wasn't tired. I juz couldn't get the moves right. Frustration, confusion. Batizado's in less than 4 weeks! I need to find a place in school for me to train sia. Then there was taka roda and I was like ka pui. Man I really need to buck up, or I'll never prove myself worthy to play in the roda longer.

K everyone... got something to announce here. Batizado's kinda like a baptism ceremony, but for me it'll be my grading, when I'll change the colour of my corda (belt). Here in Singapore, it's the 1st time the Batizado is held as such a grand event. So yah, I hereby welcome anyone who wants to see me disgrace myself, but more importantly introduce you to the Brazilian art and culture of capoeira. Tix are priced at $25 for adults, $10 for children aged 12 and under. If u're a martial arts fanatic, this is one event you shouldn't miss. If you're interested, find me k? Approach me, call me, email me, ICQ, whatever. Or leave a comment and check back and I'll get to you.

Or something...

K gtg. Take care da jia.

On a dumber note, Huimin(!) I twisted my ankle too! Dumber is I merely stepped out of the house and I twisted it. I wasn't even walking or something...duh..

I must stop reading blogs and start doing some work.
Lazy bum. =

I'm finally back in my own hall. Hall's quiet 2nite. Good for studying. Hope I get some work done later..

This morning woke up, went to jog the 199 route. After jog went blk 59 tv lounge watch Athens. Then just nice I change the other channel got Jay Chou's qi li xiang MTV. Not very nice ah the mtv but the song not bad. After that went back room... bathe... den stone...den go for lunch at canteen 13 (their fried rice not nice, tou sha bao oso not very nice..), den go for WSC le.

WSC quite sian ah. =( play icebreakers play super long. Then... finally go the different centres. Actually only have 2 centres lah. The clementi the place very nice leh... then go kallang le. Then sign song again loh. But this song not nice. I think. And...I didn't have fun larh. Sianz... Another bad day feel it in the blood day... well at least I got to know more people, and the people I'll be working with...

Then after the event, went back Boon Lay, had dinner with these 2 other girls in wsc, then back here in hall le.

O well.. Ms Soon called me today. Coz next week got event at KWSH. Haai.. too bad I can't go... so sad!! K yup.. dat's for today...

Super full sia. No more Macs after 8 for me man... but thanks for the treat eh Lua...

Yep.. went NUS in the evening to watch the class. Then went to eat with Lua... then we talk n talk... abt capoeira.. haai... me coming to NTU is probby a blessing in disguise bah..

It has been raining quite a bit. Walking around have become quite a pain. I am... quite sian. Heh.

Today lessons late, lessons short... playing games on my lappy quite a bit.. i seriously need to get some work done.. till then..

take care everybody... as u can see.. my schedule nxt week quite tight. Everyday got something to do. How exciting... =P Yep take care!

I told L abt him today... hai sianz. Been raining the whole day.. I dun feel like leaving the four walls of my room...

Just finished a good long jog alone abt an hour ago... 5.3k in 46mins. Easy route, coz the siong upslope was a downslope in my direction. Next time try the other direction. Then maybe the CS slope will kill me...

And I got the phonecall not too long ago. I'm in!! I got into logistics sub-com! YeaH! But before I get too happy... now I really need to buck up on my studies... and WSC... and now ODAC... and still cannot leave out my training schedule for my runs... jia you!

Yup... running/jogging now these days quite important to me, coz went to register for SBR AHM today. But not the AHM actually lah, itz just 12 km. But so long nvr run le.. must train up!

Talking about going to register... fell asleep on the bus on the way to Bukit Merah SAFRA, this sec sch girl had to wake me up, then I had to find my way to the SAFRA from the interchange. Heh.. luckily go the right way coz every year CNY will pass by. Reg le den go back hall den go the jog le.

Today Union Day, so no lessons. Morning rain so nvr jog. Do homework. Abit. Cook breakfast with yesterday's leftover rice. JQ's my guinea pig cum advisor. Tell me what's wrong with my cooking so nxt time can improve! =) Then go vote vote for friends running for committee... so fun.. heh. Now go bathe bathe den find ppl eat dinner!

Ok now serious. Sorry ah Min.. me bad bad to u. But u know lah me bad mood den everything sian 1/2. Sorry lah k? Muackmuackz.

But I still bought the printer le so no need to cock up the internet connection at home anymore!

Been feeling rather moody these days. Think zy senses it coz he msged me 2day wanting to talk. But we didn't in e end coz late le and he said he not feeling well. Haai... sad...

edited: ODAC didn't call me... sad...

Maybe try for hall events bah. Train harder in my running... sad...

I need a good run...need to run all these emotions away...too much happiness...I'm falling apart.

I must study... seriously...nag me man... if u my friend den nag me...

On a lighter note, I cooked today. eggs cheese hotdogs rice... I was a thick-skinned freak today... 2mr I shall be a silent walker...

Finally... the ntu connection decides to work... I was s friggin' pissed I could punch the balls out of anyone who annoys me.

After lessons, went for dinner at JP with my 2 lab companions today. Then went for IS1 lessons. My instructor's signing faster and faster man... I can't seem to catch up very well...Oh she asked me if I joined WSC too.. my BS1 n BS2 instructors asked me the same qn last week when I told them I'm in NTU. Oh well...

Shouldn't have gone home just now. Waste my time, waste my money, waste whatever shit... I'm so friggin' gonna get myself a printer, a rim of paper, and go home one last time to get my abadas, and then I can dun go back home anymore. It's so disheartening man. Because I survived a month in hostel, only my aunt misses me while my mother worries herself crazy thinking something's gonna happen to me any moment any time. WTH. And my sis somehow feels that the internet means more to her than I do? I take back all the fun I have with her man. Fuck lah I'm behaving like my dad again.

Whatever. Uni life has been too great. I have lived every day with something that keeps me smiling. I know the downturn is arriving. I feel it... it's coming... I'll just wait till the day..when I break down.. and cry... and cry.. and cry...

And I'll wish for u, my angel, to be by my side..

Wonder what I did yesterday to make me so tired now even when it's not even 11. But today was an eventful day. Quite lah. Could have been better but still... couldn't ask for more.

Went for capoeira training on Saturday, after all that thought. Yup, made it down, had training, not too good a training. Was tired. Bad training.
After training, went home, den went out shopping with Min. Had a whale of a time shopping. I bought myself so much stuff, spent so much money. Let's see what I bought...
1) Dustbin! (for my room in hall, high time I got one)
2) Green cushion (also for my room in hall but it's still at home coz too bulky. Actually bought it coz my sis seemed to want to hug it pretty much =P)
3) Red 1/2 long sleeved t-shirt from Giodano. Really comfy. Like it alot.
4) Yellow halter
5) Gummies! From mini toons. 2 bags of it coz wanted to accumulate to $50 den get discount card. =P
6) Small bag dat resembles those climbing chalk bag. Something I wanted for a very long time. Also from Mini Toons.
7) Notepad! For writing letters...
8) Keychain (for my sis. She bought me one too! Exchange gift to remember this wonderful day.)
Was that all? K then it got really late, den all the shops close le. Then my sis and I went crazy. Haha. There was this Sun Wukong thingy in the dunno where den my sis suddenly start posing like it. Heh den I did it too! With bags in both my hands. Haha.. madness. But really loh, long time never have so much fun with my sis le. Love you sis! *muacks*nibblenibble*hugs* thanks for the fun too!!

Then yesterday, skipped capoeira training. Notes juz wouldn't print. By the time I got them out, I was late for class so skipped it altogether. Watched S'pore Idol that my mother taped for me. Lily from SADeaf took part in it! She's so super brave, I was moved to tears by her courage. She's a true inspiration man...

Rain stopped, went down to ECP for NTU Inline Skating BBQ. Ate a little, talked a little, got my cert. K's like the only one I can feel comfortable around, and he like teased me about my skating when I said I wanted to skate. Say what he can catch up with me just by walking. =_=" But it was thanks to that short little conversation we had that made it kinda nice to remember. Didn't manage to skate coz it was late and I had to go home, take my stuff, go back to hall.

k then today... Woke up, went for lectures. Slept for 3 out of the 5 hours of lectures. Dunno why I so tired oso. Sianz bah. Then... after lectures went back hall with Yvonne. Then somehow started talking alot. Never talk so much to CJ ppl before. ODAC at that. Long time since I last had such a good conversation with her. Then went to get my laundry (yeah I'm hooked onto washing my own clothes), then prepare for road relay. Yup... Hall 12 Inter-Civ Road Relay's probby e highlight of today. Got the news that I had to take part in today's relay like late last night? Then k lorh ran loh. There's only 1 female in a group of 6, so I was like the one girl running with 5 other guys. But luckily I know 1 of them from Hall camp, then the others were quite nice n crappy. Even wx whom I initially didn't have too good a impression of. Then they let me choose which one I wanna run loh. Heh. The route really short ah, I was half expecting a super long route but finished it even before I used a 100%, hmmm... paiseh ah, the group could have gotten 2nd... but I let a guy overtake me. Hmm sad. But yeah we got 3rd! Haha... nth to be happy about lah coz there're only 4 Civs, but we were the 3rd grp out of dunno how many (maybe ard 8?) to complete. So can take foto together! Haha... k lah muz thank roomie for remembering me, and being so persuasive let me run. Now I kinda wish I signed up for mixed relay but haai... ask me train sprinting.. I cannot make it lah.

K after road relay, went for ODAC sub comm interview. Den.. back in hall le. Now going to cook myself some supper! So yah tata everyone!

Wonder who still comes here... advise me on some shit man...

I'm being very irresponsible towards the capoeira family. Or community. Or whatever it is. Coz if capoeira is still a big part of my life, I wouldn't be sitting here in the comfort of my hostel in front of my laptop blogging this. Seriously, I don't feel like going for trainings anymore. I wanna do what my heart desires, and capoeira is just not it anymore. And if mestre doesn't allow me to join the NUS class, I'm just going to stop training altogether, miss the batizado and forfeit the payment or something, and let mestre condemn me for the rest of his life. I'm saddened man.. I dunno what to do...

Actually... it all started with WSC. I wanted to be in WSC really really bad. And I was ready to give up Saturday's trainings to join RSPHI. Yesterday..I received a phonecall from RSPHI (Kallang). I got through the interview!! I got selected!! And I was elated!! Then it all crashed down on me, on the sacrifice I have to make for capoeira trainings, and I felt that capoeira didn't mean that much to me anymore. Haai... don't even want to go for Batizado anymore... wat to do sia...

Had Ophir gathering last night. Nanyang House, potluck. Jurong Point, movie, Collateral. Had a really long conversation with J last night. Haven't seen him for a very long time, haven't talked to him too. He was the one who got me interested in WSC. Then now that I got in, I was telling him that working with the HIs is my top priority now, capoeira second. Then he reminded me on something I once told him. A month back during FOOT 04, we had a conversation. And I told him that capoeira is my life, my passion, and now, that thought has vanished. Poof. Gone with the wind.

K I should be going... continue another time... lots on e mind...

Super tired. Busy day. Lessons started at 12.30. Slept through 2 out of 3 lectures. Then stone in the room with my lappy until time for skating. Was quite reluctant to go for skating coz it coincided with ODAC's AGM, but somehow happy that I went lah. Coz though I was pretty much alone, I had fun. The seniors were very encouraging, esp this one guy who would always teach me after we're left to try out new moves. Somehow I can't wait to go skating again. Too bad I have capoeira on weekends.

Then rushed to ODAC's AGM just in time for Jo's speech. Den after AGM got break den went back hall vote for JCRC den run back ODAC AGM see the results den run back hall and they still counting the results. Then Jos came to jio me go jogging. So Jos, J, A and YC and me we all went jogging. According to JQ, we did abt 3k. Tired sia. Jog finish I no strength for my weights le.

K so here I am... today's a good day coz skating was good. So... 2mr will probby be a bad day. Sigh...

I'm stuffed... juz had a beeEEEeeeg late night dinner with Yvonne. We were starving right from after Econs lect today. Then I had WSC interview, so she waited for me. Then went to see the rally for JCRC members. Den me n Yvonne go bathe, den we moved whatever food we had to the Blk 59 pantry, and started cooking! We had campbells soup... meepok (?)...fried egg...hot dogs...ham... Oh speaking about the ham... this guy came in while we were washing up den he was washing his cup for making milo, den we asked him if he hungry, coz we had 3 slices of ham leftover.. and he was so comical man... but yah he took them anyway. I had fun cooking. Hehe.. hope Yvonne had fun too.

Yesterday was a busy day. Woke up quite late, tried to do some maths but simply couldn't. Then lessons started. And there was lab lesson too. Quite interesting lah. Then got to know another of my classmate. Turned out the 3 of us together quite crap ah... lazy to think of answers... kup back alot of fotos of the microstructure of materials from the lab. Hehee...

After lab, went NTU Popular. Then went back hall and rushed off to SADeaf for lessons. IS1 is so different... the instructor seemed so fierce sia...She signed very fast too. Like we really have to work very hard and reach her expectations. But I liked the 1st lesson. Review of BS stuff, so most of the time we did more creative stuff. Quite fun.

Went home after lesson. Take things. Then went back hostel. Managed to catch the last bus back..heng sia. Then... wanted to do work lah but too tired le. So... yup went to bed. Been sleeping earlier than roomie these days.

This morning wake up, nearly late for lessons. Din haf time for breakfast. So after lessons, went back hall, cooked myself lunch, finished the entire can of tuna, got egg somemore. Heh.. (Min ah tell mother the eggs all finish le) Then went downstairs, did a bit of Huiling's present. Caught quite a bit of attention but too bad lah, where else can I do my woodwork if not there? Ok then did the laundry again! Hehe... watched TV... den play with my lappy... then went for econs lecture with Yvonne. Fell asleep as usual.

WSC interview after Econs lect was stressful man. I never liked interviews. But this interview was different. I just said what my heart told me too.. It was weird. I had the support of majority of the seniors, but not the interviewers. At the start, KM even came over to add stress ah. =_=" Haai but the interview was bad. I thought it was bad. Coz of the way I filled in the form? And my capoeira trainings clash loh. Sianz... Can't wait for August n Sept to pass. Then I can totally concentrate on WSC. Reassure them of my commitment. Mestre's gonna be so disappointed in me. But it's either I stop going on Saturdays for the next 4 years, or I just stop going for trainings forever. haai... wish I could just stay at corda crua. I'm so lousy anyway...

If I dun get into RSPHI, I seriously think I'll cry. I'll be like so super depressed for the next few months or for the rest of my years in NTU...

Tonight was a memorable night spent in Hall12. Yvonne and I cooked dinner super late. Both super hungry became both super full. In fact.. I'm so full.. think I gonna sleep soon... dun care the 3 hrs thingy ah...

K till the next time. take care da jia..

10.10am and I did my own laundry! For the first time in hostel coz I usually dump my clothes with my roomie or Yvonne then they would wash the clothes for me. And mind you I have a hecka lot of clothes. Hee so proud of myself. I need to get myself a laundry bag sia.

Dun feel like going home but guess I'll go back in the evening later see mother see father see aunt see my dumb sister. Haha. My mother so cute sia. She's learning to use MSN so she can talk to me. But too bad I fell asleep on her virgin attempt at using it so we didn't have much of a conversation. Sorry ah mother!

Hafta go home too... to move my woodworking stuff here to hostel. Needa get started on Huiling's present. Seriously thinking of buying myself a workbench man...$30... anyone wanna buy me that for my birthday? My birthday's only one month away, birthday present in advance can lah horh..

Morning le and I'm only hungry to get started on studying... k study study study... last night too tired le read finish experiment notes only plopped onto bed and sleep. Didn't even shut the lights off. Woke up this morning and realised I crumpled my notes so yah they're now below this laptop of mine getting an iron. Heh...

Till later, take care everyone.

Happy Birthday Singapore!! And Huiling too...

Munching on Boasters while reading my lab notes for 2mr's experiment. Boasters taste really nice. They're cookies, and anyone and everyone should give it a try. Yumyum... my late lunch...

Slept a full 5 hours just now. Feel so much better now. But too bad I really missed training. And will miss it every Saturday now coz of RSP. Maybe I'll drop by NUS one day...

K study study study... dun really feel like going home... here got privacy... but I still need to get Huiling's present done lah so...yah...

Recap:-
Friday 6 Aug :
Evening 7.30pm. Met Jocelyn for a jog. 20 mins. Good pace. Not exactly fast but not too slow for our fitness level. Think next time we go jog together we can last abt 40mins. 1st time jogging with her, or even the 1st time maintaining a conversation with her. She's a real nice person to talk to. Yup. Then went back hostel train weights. Long time since I touched them. My triceps badly needs some training. Then met Jocelyn again at Canteen 13 for dinner. Eddie, JQ and Kenny were there, but JQ and Eddie left soon after they had their dinner, while Kenny, Jocelyn and I sat around to talk. During the conversation, got quite amazed by Kenny's perception of some stuff. His thinking quite mature for someone who carries himself the way he does. I never really did talk to him, never got to know him, never did much together during camp, except for fright night coz we in the same trio. But thanks to that, it didn't feel awkward that I was there listening to the conversation btwn him and Jos. Great guy. I was even able to chip in my 2 cents worth. A conversation to be treasured.

Saturday 7 Aug:
2 am in the morning, and JQ's room like bustling with activity. Think Thalia got gathering there or something. Another of their tok cok session. But I was in my room, enjoying my privacy with my lappy. So when JQ asked me go over I didn't really want to. Then he so funny, from the opposite block gesturing to me to meet for breakfast with the others staying over 2nite. Later, roomie cooked supper so yah I went over loh. Tot there would be a big grp there but turned out roomie's the only freshie there. Then there were JQ, Eddie and Richard. Ate a bit. Then Richard went back his room, and Eddie went to sleep. JQ and roomie started talking. Then I sat around and listened. Then it was past 3 am oredi, so the 3 of us decided to forgo sleep. Sat outside JQ's room and talked. JQ is also another nice person to talk with. Seems like he's been through alot and is still going through some tough times. He's someone with depth, and intelligence. I really admire people who are able to strategise, in whatever thing they have to do. Then he oso share with us alot of things loh. Interesting person, JQ. Quiet personality, mature, yet child-like. (hmm...I'm like promoting the ppl here sia. heh. oops.) Ooh then he very funny oso loh. Oso the kind will get hungry easily, like me! Haha.. 5am in the morning den snacking snacking snacking. By 6am all 3 of us tired le. Den JQ wanted to brush his teeth (haha wth?!), so roomie and I headed back to our room loh. I fell asleep on the table, den woke up ard 7+, went to wash up, returned, and the bed looked so inviting, I ploped onto the bed. Woke up at 8+. Met JQ, Eddie, Ken and Jos, den go Mac for breakfast. Abit the not in a rush for lecture sia. So tired. JQ oso tired. Luckily he no lessons otherwise I'll feel so bad sia kept him up all nite. K then went for Life Science lecture. The lecturer's my neighbour's daughter's husband! Came our house b4 sia.. if I not wrong. And I was late for lecture and even slept through parts of it. But L was very thoughtful lah knowing I hadn't slept. K then after lecture, went back hostel, stoned for half hour, den rushed down to Chinese Heritage Centre to gather for RSP day!
RSP Day had been kinda the event I've been waiting for all week. 1st time take shuttle bus on my own. Heh.. Reached there, then got to know that I'll be going with to the places for ID and HI. So excited sia. 1st stop was ID and it seemed alot of fun. But the problem with me is I feel really uncomfortable around the ID people. Can't help feeling I'll be unable to open up to them. Me and another girl got attached to this trainee... really hyper woman. And she's really adorable. She can't remember names, but there was once she remembered my name, and u know the feeling. No words can express the feeling that went through me when she said my name without having me to prompt her. Though at the end of the session she still can't remember my name, the short time spent was priceless. Memorable experience.
Then we went to SADeaf! Even more excited about going down there. I feel so attached to the place really. But then wat we hafta do for RSP HI is to give tuition to deaf pri n sec sch kids. Oh man... I was really worried that I can't teach well... We went to see the tuition session in progress, then we had a song signing session. Heh. 1st time song signing sia. So fun. Signed the song Eternal Flame. Was quite surprised that I could catch up, and the song kept playing in my mind, with the signs n all. K after song-signing, the seniors gave a performance. And the guy who I met on the train some nights ago, hehe.. he's so funny. After that we mingled around, the seniors approached us and I was quite surprised when a few came to me and said I signed the song really well(?). Well... I shld lah since I'm a BS3 grad. Oh yah, it seemed like a big issue that I already have my BS3 cert coz that news spread like wildfire around the seniors man. Then we went to the canteen for refreshments, and I waas sitting at a table with a girl whom I just got to know and was showing her the alphabet(oh yah she looks like Huang Pin Guan too! Actually she looks alot like my PC doc. Wonder if they're related..). Then coz her friend's already in RSP HI, she talked to her and I sat beside her and listened. She realised my signing skill too. 0___o. K then so funny, the guys I got to know on the train that night (2 out of 3 of them, KM and unknown) came over to the table with some funny expression on their faces, and KM said "hmm... peng4 dao4 shou2 ren2 le", and it dawned on me who the 3 I met are. No wonder Unknown kept like saying hi to me but it didnt occur to me that he was the one on the train too coz I din remember how he looked like. Haha.. din expect them to be so paiseh about what happened. Thought they would be so irritated with me, but turned out they were all very open-minded ppl. Hehee... K then Pang Tsung(a Hall 12 senior) came to the table and I was surprised that he recognised me as a fellow hallmate. So he sat down opposite me and we talked lah. I was asking him alot abt what we hafta do when we join RSP HI. And he was really encouraging. Coz I was feeling really doubtful about my tuition skills. yah oh we're both at the same level! Completed BS3, moving on to IS1. Cool... great too now that I know another hall 12 senior. =) Then time to go home le. Rushed home, packed my stuff.. headed down to East Coast prepare for night cycling. And I shan't go into details anymore. Sianz. So much for a great day.

RSP Day was great. In a short 6 hours, I was a happy girl. And I was a lucky girl too.

Hungry... go pantry cook something to eat. Lala.. staying over 2nite. Sleeping in the same room with my stinky clothes. Kk.. till later.

Actually typed a whole lot of stuff complaining about the night cycling. But lappy suddenly shut down on its own so that entry got erased. O well. They are the protected beings. Whatever it is, please remind me never to go on any cycling trips with my JC ODAC. They are still so crazy and distance hungry. And try as I might, I never can fit in. Can never be accepted by them into their social circle. Fucking pissed with myself for wanting to go... Still...wanna thank Eleanor, Joyce, Shouhua and Zebin for making me feel better during night cycling. It would have been much worse without u guys around...

Can't believe I actually gave up attending my juniors' POP, an event I've been waiting so long for. Or the dinner outing with my NTU ODAC grp. Night cycling was dreadful. Dun wanna remember a thing about it.

On lighter note. I'm in my hostel room now. Decided to skip training again. Cleaned up the room. Gonna catch some zzz soon after then see wat time I wake up.

super drained...

Got nothing to do now. Finally. Free til tomorrow morning. Been such a hectic week...

Monday 2 Aug :
Happy Birthday Jingwei! Long day in school. Double lect Single lect Double lect. 1st Econs lect. Sianz... Then went to meet CJ ODAC girls with Yvonne. Had dinner together at a super ex jap place. And then came a depressing night. A night I actually shed tears.
*silent respects*

Tuesday 3 Aug :
Listless day. Felt like I was walking in a dream the whole morning. L felt so too. Then came lab and it was terrible. Feel so bad for my classmate who did the lab work with me. Super nice guy man. Went for a short jog to Hall 6 with Yvonne and Vince. Went bouldering with ODAC. Frustrating experience man, but JJ and Siang Ping made it a not so bad 1st time. Went for dinner together at Canteen 2. At night, Eddie cooked supper. Abt 1/2 of Hall camp OG grp ate together. Quite alrite lah.. though still dun really clique with them...

Wednesday 4 Aug :
Tutorial tutorial tutorial. Sianz... but I've a really good Physics tutor. Yeah hopefully can spur me to work hard for Physics. I'm so not catching up. Met up with L and we did our maths tutorial. So proud of myself. But never did get back to where I stopped though. =\ Went for WSC welcome tea with Yvonne and Noelle. Waited really long. But kinda glad I went for WSC coz yah they showed quite a lot of stuff, though really long-winded lah. Cannot blame coz it's a really big club. Then went to have dinner with Yvonne and then we did our laundry. Sat outside the laundry room "like refugees" studying, then went into the TV lounge to watch TV. CSI~ Then went back to her room to print notes. So many pages, print until I dozed off in Noelle's chair. Then follow roomie go Eddie's room, talk talk with WM. Hmm... realised he's really nice to talk to. Never had the chance to during hall camp. Helped this senior I dun like to remove a splinter from his middle finger. Haha... funny. Talk cok until almost 4am.

Thursday 5 Aug :
Overslept. Nearly late for lecture. After lect, went to collect my lappy from shuaige. Haiyoh so paiseh make him walk here walk there to meet me. 1st time look at shuai ge close up, he actually looks quite like Huang Pin Guan. =P Cute cute. But he very funny lah, carry my lappy in its box. Haha tot he would pack it into the carry case or something. Then went back to hostel try out the laptop. Then talked to min. So happy sia. Can't believe I would be saying this, but after chatting with her, I miss her so much, can't wait for nightfall when I can go home to see her. K then went for inline skating lesson at SRC. It was kinda fun. The seniors were really nice, esp this one guy who was kinda fascinated that I can't seem to turn right. Hahaa.. But now I got these super ugly blisters on both my shins, I keep bursting them... bleahz. Make my hair stand on ends. Then coz of inline skating lessons, I missed bouldering and Physics make-up lect. Went home. And home is bliss man. Everyone so take care of me...

This morning, Friday 6 Aug :
Packed stuff, went AMK, deliver Violet's fotos in a CD. Had my laptop in hand and my dumbell in my bag. So tired man by the time I reached NTU. Then went for lect. Yvonne's already feeling the stress from having to learn Physics. jia you wor~ We jia you together~~ Then after lecture... here I am... blogging... on my lappy... later going for jog. K till then~.

Heyo! 1st entry with my new laptop, in my hostel. Now free time. Waiting for later inline skating lesson. Then got lecture, then go home. Take violet's fotos, webcam, mouse, carry case (yes my laptop's still in the box), take pots for cooking (coz the pots at hostel really sux), songs cds, think that's it. K update later. take care everybody.

juz received some shocking news. So sad... but must protect my friend's identity. Everyone who knows what happened.. please pray for her and her family.

Sorry haven't been blogging. Feels good to be home. So good that I was able to fall asleep anywhere I sit or lie down...

Past few days have been alrite. Lectures have started. And I haven't been paying attention. I've already got tutorials to do, and L keeps bugging me to do them. C what happened over the past few days ah...

Saturday, 31 July :
Morning. Went Toa Payoh Safra for the welcome climb by NTU UMC. It was raining the entire morning so we waited n waited n waited... Then finally we decided to just go ahead. The rain kept coming n going so at some times we were climbing in the rain. But it was fun. The guys were really nice. Esp the ones who belayed me. All 4 of them. 1's a girl lah so I didn't want her to belay me too long coz I was attempting the 2nd wall which I had some difficulty climbing. So 2nd time Mr Vege belayed me a very long time just so I could get to the top. Yeah. He's really nice. I really appreciate my belayers who feel happy too whenever I manage to reach the top of a wall that took me much effort. Time spent at Safra today was time well spent. Never climbed so much in a day. Went up the 1st wall like really fast compared to my usual time. But it was coz I had a good belayer. 2nd time on the other side was good too. Done with the warm up, on to 2nd wall. Think I spent a good 45 mins on it. 3 ppl went up and down while I was resting in mid-air. Then came this guy who too was experiencing some difficulty. Hehe then we were stuck at the same spot, so whichever grip he needed I moved to the side for him to use, then when he tired le then I continue trying to get up. After that we got to know each other le but I erm 4got his name. Haha. oops. Then the ppl there even asked me to try the speedclimbing wall. Kept having to jump n jump loh. But the guy who belayed me so funny. Say if I dun reach the top he won't let me down. But the people at the bottom very nice lah, kept advising me on where to move. Then coz I the last climber b4 they keep everything le, super stressed ah. But finally made it. Yeah! Went home with 4 painful torn blisters. And I think JJ doesn't like me. Oops. But nvm. I'll just have to learn to keep my mouth shut.

Wednesday : Outing with NTUODAC. Watched I Robot. Nice movie.
Thursday: ODAC Bash at Chinablack. Fun. Embarrassing. Humiliating. Tired.
Friday: ECA Fair. Lectures. 8.30pm end. Sianzz. Back home.

K something just happened... no mood to blog le... will continue another time bah.