I'm elated.

I PASSED MY UNDERSTANDING CHINESE CINEMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I didn't just passed you know.
I GOT A C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k... shall not get too happy. still kinda bummed from yesterday. 2mr must be a good day. it better be...

i seriously think the HIs are better off without me. 1st during pre-camp 1 i misunderstood what the HI in my group wanted to eat so I got the wrong food. Today I totally forgot about telling my HI's father that there's no tuition today so he and my student made a wasted trip down to the association. And to think all my seniors reminded me sometime before. I just had to forget..I'm just a total screw up despite my passion. I can't put what I learnt to good use.

It sucks to be such a scatterbrain. Argh................. so blardy pissed with myself.

Today is such a sucky day. And to add to that, I just fell down in the toilet. Slipped, got up, slipped again. Aaaahhhh...

think yesterday was too good a day. blast it. grr.

saw this on yu2 le4 bai3 fen1 bai3 (Entertainment 100%) today.

xiao3 S was gonna bring us into the next entertainment news..

xiao S : xiao zhu han4 shi kang jun zai shen me shen me di fang (xiao zhu and shi kang jun are at something something place) shen me shen me(something something) qu4 bang4 sai4.(go bang4 sai4)

(xiao S then shows this confused face)

xiao zhu: shi4 bang4 qiu2 bi3 sai4, suo1 duan3 le bian4 bang4 sai4. (it's baseball competition, shortened become bang4 sai4)

muahahahhahaaaaaa I couldn't stop laughing.

and it doesn't help that i've been having diarrhoea for the past 3 days. time now is 4.30 am and in the past 2 hours i shitted 3 times.

yet i'm not losing any weight.

Happy Belated Angeline!!! sorry girl i broke my promise of mailing a card to ur address. it will be arriving late again. as expected(?)

my mother so cute yesterday. swee heng sold teddy bears yesterday and my mother bought 3 at one go for me. she's so sweet larh. even though the bears were actually to my liking(at that time i thought my mother's so much cuter than all 3 bears put together) but still ... haha my mother's so funny.

Full Metal Panic Fumofuu is so funny larh. Sousuke is so funny larh. Haha... I love Sousuke man he's such a baaaaka.

"...And it's a great day to be alive
I know the sun's still shinin' when I close my eyes
There's some hard times in the neighborhood
But why can't every day be just this good?..." -- It's a Great Day to Be Alive by Travis Tritt, sung by Bo Bice at American Idol

Yup it's a great day today, weather aside coz the weather's terrible, terribly hot.

Know why the great day?
1st, I manage to find a way to travel to school by BUS and reach school in the same time taken to travel by train! Yeah! That's really very very good news for me!

2nd, I played squash! Yup cannot believe it right? I oso can't believe it myself, but yup I played squash! And to make things even better, I played with dear ophir mates. From someone who doesn't even know how a squash ball looks like, today I played squash for the 1st time! So fun!! But still must thank HL, YL & L for being so patient with me today haha takes alot to teach me a ball game.

3rd, L drove us out to lunch! Some place in Tiong Bahru the Loh Mee very nice!!

Haha den on the way back i slept on the bus so ended up in Yishun Interchange luckily there got bus to bring me back home.

Last night my sis and I went to watch this play entitled "Happy" by Drama Box. It's for fund-raising de. At 1st I not very keen on it lah, no eye candies, somemore in chinese, not that it being in chinese is anything of a deterent. I admit the choreography is great, the woman reading the letter by Wilde is superb lah, but what I can't forget is Yang Junwei crying on the set. HOW CAN ANYONE BE THIS GREAT LAH?!!! At 1st I was like "oh man he's gonna sing too?" den I was like "eh how come his singing out of tune de" den I went like "OMIGOD HE'S CRYING!!!" I don't think I ever saw any other better performance by anyone else(except Hossan Leong of course but that's another story). Salute Yang Junwei man... this play is so sad loh... everything is so morbid... so sad... so sad it made actors cry...

lalaa tuition starts 2mr.. wonder how my kid is... but that i'll worry 2mr. for now, i'll enjoy 2day.

I finally bought glue for the puzzle which i completed since dec last yr. FF8 puzzle dat my angel bought me for xmas. now it's all nicely glued and framed up. i juz needa figure out a way to get it hung on the wall.

I now have 2 beautiful jigsaw puzzles that I love very very much. Both given to me by 2 important friends in my life. Both of whom have given me a special present each that I've lost. I've so effortlessly left behind and lost...

haai...

I went on my 1st trip to M'sia without my carabiner watch since I lost it in Feb. I had to keep asking around for the time. Or turn on my hp to check. haai... it friggin' stings me to remember the loss of it...

Some things can be replaced.. but the hole in my heart has been created and no amount of happiness can fill up this bottomless hole...

Bo Bice has sung another nice song.. but I doubt he'll remain much longer.

"...如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在那里..."

至少还有你。。。 不知道你是否还记得这首歌。。。
我的好朋友。。。 为什么你和她的分手也造成我的悲伤。。。

This sucks.
I tried to ask but no one tells me.
I don't wanna do nothing. but i dunno how to do anything too.
This sucks. Can't wait till it's all over. haai.

juz some ramblings. cant type too much abt it. cant tell much either.
lots to do.

and it doesn't help that i'm fat and dark and keep to myself all the time.
ppl look at me and say i look tired.
ppl see me dressed in black and say i look dead.

black cant make me look slightly thinner anymore. i need to seriously lose some cellulite.

this sucks.

A Broken Slipper - from the sister's point of view

haha yesterday went shopping wif mua sis. den her slipper tore. so i lent her mine and walked ard barefooted ard suntec. luckily i wore baggy jeans. and me being the fat shorty my jeans tend to be longer than what my legs can handle. so by unfolding the end i could cleverly hide my bare feet, until my sis bought her new slippers and happily exposed me.

she couldn't just have the new pair in the box, my slippers on her feet, and me in my bare feet for a while longer so i could go into a toilet and sneak my slippers on. she had to announce in the shop, under the watchful eyes of the shop assistants and customers, that i wasn't wearing any shoes!!!

aaaahhhh so paiseh... so sad...

y couldn't i have a smarter sis...

p/s : hahahahhahaaaa... i still luv u sis! hahaaa......

I'm home! but i'll be busy over the next few days so sorry to all whom i agreed to meet up with. i'll try to find the time for u alrite...

Rainbow Falls was enjoyable. Coz my beloved Ophir was there. my favourite pals frm ophir were all there. it wasn't the best trip, but still alrite. juz wish i didn't sleep dat much during the trip...

"ah so busy so busy so busy..."- Dave Sensei from Yakitate!! Japan.

hahahahaaa... hilarious anime.

Sorry sis for my bad temper again. You had to bear with the shit from me again... even though I'm quite sure u're so much more tired than I am...

Yarh I was in a terrible temper from the time I woke up till when I finally got home. Actually I was still in a terrible mood when I reached home. It wasn't until I finally sat down in this extremely messy room with my laptop and watched the match with Kikumaru Eiji that I finally cooled down a little.

But my bad temper landed me in a cold war with my dad again.

So now I've no money to go Malaysia. Unless my mother knows where he puts his wallet with e ringgit.

Haai... Sorry Mr Hossan Leong. I was really too tired. Wasn't in the mood so I couldn't quite catch alot of the jokes.

Can't sleep 2nite... mustn't sleep tonight... drank 2 cups of coffee...

Guess I will still end up sleeping 2nite...

aaah my life sucks.

i'm one paper away from the end of exams. 2mr will be the day i have my most feared paper. ganbatte neh...

Former president Wee Kim Wee has passed away too. And I can't go pay my respects to him.

*A minute in silence for the people's president.*

I'm now the proud new owner of a Kikumaru Eiji soft toy! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

was thinking of names for him... either babysomething or chibisomething... but since he keeps calling ryoma "chibi chibi", i'll gif him a chibi-something...
so from chibiki.. chibiku.. chibikuku.. chibimaru.. chibiji sounds obscene... haha..
I decided on Chibiki~ hehee
And when I get my Inui soft toy, he shall be called babySadaharu~

I think I've a soft spot for toys. I just love toys so much I hope I never grow up to the age when I cant play with them anymore. I especially love stuffed toys. Whenever I'm angry or upset or just happy, I just cheer up when I have a toy in hand. I remember once I was very pissed with my dad and the next day there was this vendor at our door selling stuffed toys and he only looked out for a cow doll and he bought one for $10. For me! Haha I forgave him almost instantly.

It's so easy to buy presents for me. So easy to satisfy me these days.

I think I really have alot of Prince of Tennis stuff...

The guy at Latendo said not many people like Inui, coz Inui always give his friends medicine. Haha Inui juice is cool lah. Without it, where will all the funny parts come from ah. Alot of the jokes circulate around Inui Juice loh. And that's where the serious Inui have a humourous side also mah. Ah I love Inui.
Cant wait till I get my Inui toy.

Til then...

I present to you... ChibiKi!
*muackx I love you!*