I like watching POT so much I think I'll die when I reach the last episode... this anime very nice leh... brought back lotsa memories during my training days... make me idolise alot... day dream.. dream abt e perfection in e characters.. if only such ppl exist in real life...

and also the great times spent watching it with my darling little sis...

went training yesterday. anis came to class. it wasnt too bad. bad games were played wif smurf. but it was juz great having anis in class. and his advice. and playing wif him in e roda. he controls e games, and i learn from my mistakes everytime he comes in. everyone's body is different, and advice given can only help that much. the rest is up to me to improve. thanx anis. i'll remember e advice. and train harder~

juz now went run 2.4k. L helped me take timing. Think I nearly died. Last round and I almost puked. Pace too irregular le. Anyhow, nxt timing will be better!

den went for long slow 5k jog wif sp. great jog. thanx gal~ i felt alot better after e jog, hope itz e same for u too...

ganbatte baby. this year alot of embarrassing things will happen to you. learn to take them in your stride and dont b too harsh on yourself...

if only things were dat simple...

Thanx von, elle, roomie n L. Thanx for last night. Feel so much better now...

haai... only a month into the new year and I'm hitting e downs...

I need to find my fitness back... den my confidence... den my peace...

I'm leaving happiness out of my vocabulary this year.

wow... just when i thought i would tell L i'm not someone who cries easily... this happens...

and i'm actually finding it hard to stop...

what happened today sia...

Prince of Tennis? The match between Tezuka & Atobe? Or Ryoma...?

I miss Violet & Dexter leh... back in cj everytime i cry they were always around... then i can really cry my heart out... and they dun do anything... dun ask anything... just sit beside me while i continue crying...

But today.. i dunno leh... dunno why this is happening...
my roomie keeps asking me what happened and i can only laff and tell her i dunno... den start crying again...

what is happening sia... what is this sudden bout of sadness about... where did all these tears come from...?

STOP CRYING LAH BITCH FREAK!

Prince of Tennis Episode 64
Super Deformed Tenipuri
1) Super Soldier
2) Beware of Snow White
3) Jump Out Seigaku!

cbcbcbcbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......................................

i'm beginning to dread school. Or maybe just lab lessons and effective comm. I've officially gotten myself a group of enemies. it's either too coincidential or wat the shit dat fate has in mind, the grp of ppl who said fakingly nicely to put me in their group has officially kicked me out, leaving me alone drifting like an unwanted log until I got picked up by 2 others who have no choice but to bear with me in their group. And they're not very pro-active ppl. cbcbcbcbcbyeeeee...
and this enemy group just so happened to pick every same topic my group has chosen, even for the presentation.
knnbccbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No i'm not scolding the wrong stuff. there's a girl in the group. and i target the 3 of them. i dun expect to do better than them coz they seem really great at presentation stuff. just dun let them get the best results. cbcbcbcbcbcbcb!

on a lighter note, I found the necklace that Huimin bought from me which I thought I lost over the past dunno how many weeks...! I was just giving up hope on finding it and told hm i lost it and the nxt min I found it!!!!!!!!!!!!

And yup, I donated blood today. Quite fun. =) got cutie sticker coz i 1st timer. thanx shifu for jioing me go. and I went back hall to get my corda so yeah can go train too!

1st step towards becoming the cold-hearted person whom I was before. jia you girl! 2005 will be the year where u find true friends and shrink ur social circle.

Happy Birthday Zhiyun~

hihi. been quite a while. will be blogging lesser n lesser now. must study le...

today (yesterday) was a really bad day sia. not exactly anything bad that happened. but was in a terribly foul mood. esp during tutorials. just couldn't keep my eye open, couldn't stop yawning. baka neh...

i din wanna smile at all today. it's so unnatural. what is a smile eh? how do u define a smile?

A smile is believed to work wonders. be able to brighten up one's day. a smile can open doors into the world of others. a smile brings assurance, brings acceptance. a smile, tells more, than a thousand words to be said.

Yet, a smile to me, could be such a torture. A burden, for my social circle widens with the acceptance of more n more friends with every smile i return when I pass them in school. A smile, is such pain and deceit, for I smile for the courtesy, and not with sincerity. I am an ugly girl, and it doesn't change much when I smile. People say I look better when I smile. What bullshit. I've had enough of such lies. 19 years of it. Stop lying to me, and stop lying to yourself. baka.

Still.. on this terribly uncontrollable emotional day, I had the honour of being in the company of 2 ordinary people. 2 ppl who unknowingly helped me , and cheered me up a whole lot. thanx jf, even for that 1 round round the track, and for the short conversation we had, and 10x von, almond very nice yah =).

Back to Prince of Tennis.

And oh yah, I just took up another module. Understanding Chinese Cinemas, in chinese. Courting my own death? Maybe, coz the text are all in traditional chinese. oh well... wish me luck. I always wanted to do a module in chinese anyway...

me am so saddddddddd...... coz i can't go for vertical marathon coz me no friends to go wif......

o well nvm since my fitness is like at the low, itz probby a blessing in disguise... maybe nxt yr... or the yr after... oh watever...

2day's a weird day. slept at 5am in the morning... woke up at 9 am in the morning... did 4 out of 14 qns for maths tutorial, went for maths tutorial, got this indian man with a strong indian accent for maths tutor (oh man i can still hear him in my head) who teaches ever so slowly. 1 1/2 questions in 1 hr!! Wahahaaa... 3/4 the time I was msging on my hp, nxt 1/4 was spent continuing wif my tutorials loh. haha wasn't even listening. oh by the way i realised my method of solving qns really very different sia.. this is bad...

i go for tutorial n come back i see rach, lw n colin. rach super farnie lah laff so loud...

kk time to do tutorials...

but not before i enter maplestory land! o man i'm addicted.

finally... to my dearie minmin... miss ya lots man... can u try to keep the entire 21 jan free? we go out the whole day go shopshop den we go watch the musical... *muackz*

won't be blogging much coz will be busybusybusy...

oh yah training was great y'day. but mestre's leaving for brazil nxt week so i can't see him b4 he goes! aww... too bad. =P

take care peepz~

today is the last time I'm ever going on any cj gathering. watever happens, whoever goes, i'm making myself scarce. mr lim's birthday is no exception. i'm not wasting my time, my money, my energy, my peace n happiness on them or with them.

they're happy together, and happier without me.

i'm not giving a shit, 2 shit, any amt of shit, anymore.

I went today, just to send Mr Lim regards frm ws & ae square. hope i get to know the wsc peepz better coz i will b needing their help.

Happy New Yr~

heyo... i'm back in hall... coz sch starts in 5 hrs... and i'm so not in the mood sia...

oh coz i reached home late just now, i took a cab to hall from home. and the cab driver's a malay guy. and i actually din realise and spoke in chinese e moment i got in. den he spoke in english den i realised.. so paiseh sia. but i guess he caught the jalan bahar so i din hafta say anything else and he drove me to the right road... but on the wrong side... but that's not it. he's really nice sia... listen listen den drive drive quietly... den he drove on the wrong route i think only a very short distance but he deducted 50 cents from the cab fare loh... so nice rite... lucky me... hehe...

k needa go catch some sleep... otherwise 1st lecture of the year sleep in quite sad case arh... den i will blog again some other time... coz alotta proposals to rush oso...

oh yah... new pic up dere nice? sorry ah i kinda got attached to the layout though it's nothing fanciful... Happy New Yr peepz~ will recollect the past yr when i find the time... 2004 was a great yr man...

oh yah and not forgetting that discipulo sent me & saracura back home...in a cab lah... but save my transport fee.. hehe.. lalaa...