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yeah my 2 darlings who know i've been blogging here these days...

i'll just concentrate on smellyarse now (hahaa.) but as u know i oso dun want to blog there for a while. so yeah bear with it and i'll be back. sch start liao. this sem very stressed ah. and cca super sianz. staying in hall not helping oso. lucky got tv otherwise i think i going crazy liao. heh.

love ya.

mueh mueh!

** till i start my cranky entries again... =)

Fate

is singapore really that small? that on a day like this, when me had this craving for the canteen A duck noodles, that while walking from south spine to north spine, i should meet with ger who isn't an ntu student, and is in ntu to look for her bf, and that she had time to spare and wasn't with anyone else. to think i almost didn't want to call out to her coz i scared recognise wrong person.

and we had a fun chit chatting session. almost the 1st in years. thinking back, i never would have enjoyed myself during my pri sch days if it weren't for her. she was the one who helped me (the transfer student) settle down during the initial stage, and stuck with me all e way through my last 2 yrs of pri sch...

memories...

so happy to see her!!!

thank you Buddha, tee gong, guan yin, tu di gong, ma zu, da bo gong, zhong kui, father mother everyone. for this great day.

and i had a productive core modules lecture today coz i paid attention at least 1/2 the time.

mother

"ting understand from min your clothing no machine 2 wash u can send by fedex home 4 me 2 wash hi hi."

that was an sms msg from my mother. i was just telling my sis last night that i might be going home tonight coz the laundry room is always full.

my mother so cute.

ps. i washed my clothes le. just that no sun to dry... =_="

so stupid

the electrician came over with the new power sockets thingy but no wire so i told him never mind i dun need it anymore. i brought the wire home already lah ah neh.

but come to think of it.. i stupid loh. could have brought it home and ask my daddy to fix using the wire at home. or i might have been able to do it myself too! =_="

when will i ever be smarter...?

revival

ya for some reason i have decided to come back. if u realised, well then, word of advice.

if you cannot stand my blogging style, don't read anymore. i blog for a handful of readers. people who can understand what i'm thinking at that point of time. and people who allow me to move on after every angry entry.

kk... updates.
this was supposedly yesterday's entry.

babies...
to my number 1 baby: sorry dear. been feeling shitty lately. in e end let it out on you. must practise the "noble silence" more. =p thanks for all your support, and time, and everything else you did that i will not mention here. haha.

k lah. actually the babies were meant for the 5 baby kittens that were born 2 nights ago at the cattery. me went back to the cattery to help out yesterday(sunday) and there were 5 kittens that were just half the size of my palm loh! i dun believe i ever saw kittens that small in my life!spent 2 hours at the sink washing dish after dish after dish. it was never ending lah. but after that was quite relaxed oredi. only helped put some newspapers in the cats' baskets. and fill their food bowls. and blablabla. then sit ard talk to the volunteers and play with the cats while waiting for ms lee to come. and she remembers my name!!! so happy lah. den got some silly frog swimming in the dog's water bowl. bleh. the dogs there were quiet today. didn't bark when i entered. they recognise my smell oredi? or was it coz a dog died some days back...?

either way, it was a good few hours without thinking abt school, abt people... and i was doing something i like, with people who have great attitude and sincerity. and helping cats that do not complain. instead they love you so much. i think.i can only love animals. but people are animals, aren't they? yet why do i hate people?

truth is, people are not just animals.
they're worse than animals.
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k dat was the end of the entry. now newer updates.
officially spent my 1st night in hall. quite alrite. loving my tv.
officially started training again. gonna heck my ankle though it seems like though it did hurt alot during training, it doesn't feel as dead as before... or as useless as i though it would be.
i tried my 1st tutorial before lesson. got 1/2 out of 3 questions correct. but i quite happy liao.
i think i'm going to be stuck with a shitty elective this sem. but i heck liao la.
my mother called me when i was in hall, to ask me how i am. we talked alot of bull. hahaa. i love her.
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please dudes n dudettes,
next time i shoot myself on this blog, then let me. it's my blog. and it's not meant to affect you. just read it with buckets of salt, like my sis n sm does.
i won't wallow in self pity forever. i know i'm undeserving. =P